Sunday, February 26, 2006
Far Left: Yours Truly (yes people..with my specs on)..Ais..Sis Zee..Tim..Mdm S and Yam..Photo taken by the PDA's owner, Loy..
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[Sunday, February 26, 2006]
exists existed in Singapore at..err..something-something park..
Yesterday met up with Tim, Loy, Ais, Sis Zee, Yam and Mdm S (we all fell in 'Love at First Sight' at MWTI) at Singapore Post Delifrance...talked about everything under the sun..well..actually under the 'falling sun behind the horizon' (at around 1800hrs liao)..I had tuitions from 3 to 6pm..
Hot topic of the day was about marriage and how and why our parents want us to get married quick..shared some 'funny' things about Universitie's curriculum during the olden days..can you believe that there was such a course called 'Military history'?Hehe..I bet they even had a sewing degree last time?!LOL..
Our mini speaker's corner left quite an impression for all of us..we I suddenly though of not getting married at all..saves me all the trouble of thinking what to do..what not to do..and what I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING..Grrrr..
Mdm S wanted us to have the meeting on a more frequend basis..and we even wanted Tim to organise another reunion..Fuyoohh..looking forward to those maaan..simply adore my Madrasah's friends..so much charisma and uniqueness in every of us..especially me..ehem..prasan ah aku beb..
After doing our Asar and Maghrib at WT mosque, I met DiDi..called M1 service as his mobile got problem in MMS-ing but still the problem still continues..must go over the counter liao..wasted our precious time yesterday..tapi at least tried..hehe.and we went to Cineleisure as he wanted to buy this cool belt..I bought for him as I did not buy for him anything for our last anniversary..*stucked out tongue at DiDi*..
Ok..picture posted above..courtesy of Loy's PDA..
[Sunday, February 26, 2006]
Friday, February 24, 2006
Gosh..I know I know..some of you thought aku ni gilerrr (crazy) but to me I am a little verrry fat
So today..I got JEALOUS AGAIN..Yeah Yeah..rolled your eyes bloggers..aku tahulah aku ni tak habis2 jealous but if I irritate any of you in any ways..bole blah lah..this is MOI space..can express ANYTHING I want as long as I comply with the national rules
For those of you who don't mind reading me being jealous..ok cerita dier macam gini..Last Sunday night..DiDi accidentally sent me an sms stating that 'ask to call me after 12 as I will be free' which is meant for his male cuzz lah..then I asked him, to whom did the sms supposed to be for and he said for his male FRIEND who he saw at his bro's wedding..then I senyap
So today he made a confession..he DID saw his pri school mate at the wedding but actually the 'friend' that he told me which the sms supposed to be was for his male cuzz and he was actually telling his male cuzz to tell to this GIRL that if she WANTS to talk to DiDi..call after 12..
DIDi's female friend ni kan..dia da kenal lama..she is half Holland half Malay..her name very nice but part of her name which DiDi always refer to her is D**n..mcm kene plak kan?DiDi and D**n..TAK KE JEALOUS AKUUUU..even though DiDi kept insiting that the girl dah lama ade bf even time both of them know each other and that this girl is like..5 years older than him..BUT STILL!!
The mad thing is that..if she really dah ade bf..asal now bile she dah balik from Holland to Singapore..sibuk2 cari DiDi's cuzz to contact DiDi nii?Last time DiDi used his cuzz's msn to chat with her so now that's why cuzz dia jadi orang tengah..balik Singapore diam2 ahh..sibuk2 plak..
I pernah asked DiDi..of all the female friends that he pernah talk on the phone, who has the sexiest voice? And frankly he said THE GIRL Lah..I jatuh number 2 beb!Grr...Tak ker aku jealous after knowing that the girl DID call him that night..tapi bukan at 12 midnight..but around 11pm gitu..
I told him straight..if in the first place I don't exist in his world..dah lama he and her jadi rapat giler..sigh..yelah aku ni kan busybody..kalau tak kerana aku..dah lama dorang dua dah bercinta..kalau tak pun..there must be some feelings developed sehh..
It's like..I was the one confessing my love to him..but he masih baru nak develop sayang..sometimes I do wonder why aku ni senang jatuh cinta..no wonder I always end up hurting because I FALL TOO MUCH!
The hurtful part is also because he kept it for one whole week and he knows that whatever it is..HE HAVE TO TELL ME..fine..I appreciate his honesty but still..asal simpan sampai 1 week baru nari nak bilang..and not forgetting THE LIES HE TOLD when he ACCIDENTALLY sent the sms to me..Allah maha pengadil..
Many apologies if nama awak tersama dengan the name that I mentioned in the above..like I said..if ANY OF YOU terasa..BOLEH BLAH!I'm Freekin' pissed..
[Friday, February 24, 2006]
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Hmm..a bit cocked up as what DiDi had planned..and we ended up being left alone..eating alone..nobody layan..
Haha..arrived then waited cos the bride and groom just arrived..then waved at DiDi's fav aunt..Mak Ita..and she yg the one betol2 nye 'On'..layan I..she accidentally called me 'Siti' cos she ALWAYS kacau him about Siti and he plak bagoslah tuh..pegi layankan sampai his aunt REALLY thought my name is 'Siti'..LOL..
Well..oklah..found a table..makan sendiri..I did not realise that me and Rad were actually sitting in front of one of his aunt before overheading them talking about him being da last sinlge son in the family..and then ah..this DiDI pegi pandai2 bebual dgn us depan his aunt and after that..his aunt was like looking at me the wholeeeee timeeee..and later I found out that she was not an aunt but his nephew's babysitter..but still!!!grrr
Then the heartbreaking part happened..Hmm..even Rad saw it..well..u see..I'm one BIG FARKin JEalous LADYYYY..(the supposedly description that was here before had to be removed..to avoid any misundertandings or commotion)
So peepz..I ask u again..after 3 BLARDY SHITTY breakups..when can I EVER have my happy ending?
[Sunday, February 19, 2006]
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Oklah..that's it..looking forward to this SUnday..Sooo nervous..mestilah..jumpa his WHOLE family sehh..kaoz..nak ikutkan hati memang taknak but the mother has given me a card and even his auntie asked if I will be coming..Geez
[Saturday, February 18, 2006]
Monday, February 13, 2006
Hmm..I guess I want this to be my wedding song
Di..This is For You!!
I just swear that I'll aways be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better or worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
[Monday, February 13, 2006]
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Coincidetally, they were talking about undergraduates of Malaysia, giving encouragements to them, which do actually apply to myself
He also mentioned that no matter what kind of job you are holding right now, you have no right to work as anyhow as you want, you must do your job correctly and HONESTLY, and if you do, then of course God will reward you with a better job in the future, knowing that you are a very honest and hardworking person.
This time round, I will have to be prepared should they offer me an interview
Wallahu A'lam
[Saturday, February 11, 2006]
Saturday, February 04, 2006
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN (Me..hehe)
A tall slim and graceful woman (ehem..) who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily. Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.
She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more. She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man.
If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself. She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story. She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable.
She is very friendly (heeehEee), so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths good, food, first class and first services (DiDi..dgr tuu *beams*..), . Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again. She is a paranoid (wahlao..that is soo me). If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy.
She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think. Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
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Aries Man (DiDi..u better read ehh..)
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion.
You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.
You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business (verry true..). He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.
He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person (yah lor..verrrry). He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you (so very true). Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader.He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.
Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is
stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think
of him and want to get good comments or compliments.
Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person (ehem...). He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.
This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never be coming back.
He always keep his promise (*Grinzzz*). If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment (ok this one..he slalu lambat jumpa me..heheh).
He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.
He like a "Classy Woman" (o0o0oh..that must be me then!!..haha) ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.
He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way (teehee..). If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!
If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family (eheh..I guess that's me?!). When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.
[Saturday, February 04, 2006]
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Why I say sleepless?
Yesterday I filled in 2 application forms, from NTU and NUS up to four hours..must be cautious maah..
Today went to OCBC and POSB in the morning and arrived at work slightly 10 minutes later..
I am now rich!!Hehe..but gonna be poor again cos need to pay back all the cash that I borrowed from mummy and bro..sigh..
After work, gonna drop by at my tuition centre to collect my pay also..hehe..but small sum only, but it is still money..then need to pay da application fees at ATM..
Later at home need to prepare and post some hard copies of documents to NUS..I do not know why they need hard copies..hmmm..I need to fill in my scholarship form and financial aid online too.
Oh noo..now I can't sleep properly, will keep thinking about my fate by June!!!
Please pray for me yaah!
[Thursday, February 02, 2006]
